Thursday, October 16, 2008

I Straddle the Line


The Hare Krishna Ashram that I visit in New York city is, to me one piece of the puzzle in terms of the line I'm walking or the crack I'm ping-ponging over in order not to 'fall in' and by enveloped rather than learning and growing from the things I've discovered about myself and my emotions.


Another piece of the puzzle is my place at home, in nana's house in particular, because I spent a lot of growing up years there and now have come full circle to living at her house once again, but yet I'm trying to eventually break free of this space, not leaving it behind, but also not 'falling into the crack' and just sallowing myself to lose myself rather than trying to grow.


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This all being said, if I had to confine my emotionl experience to one location and place my 'emotional body' there, it would, hands down, be at OMEGA. For it was truly at this place that I began my journey into my emotional body, spiritual body, and began to make use of my experience as a yogini to further learn about, teach myself about, and develop my SELF. I choose to locate my body at this particular place at OMEGA, the pond outside of the sanctuary, because this was a place where I came to day after day, just laid in the sun, and reflected upon myself, what I was feeling physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually at that exact moment in time, and did a lot of growing as a result.

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