Thinking outloud..

Maybe I don't know what exactly I am going to do yet for my final project, but I atleast feel as though I am getting some clues as to what directions I'd like to try going in. I know that I want to involve my emotions and my emotional map somehow in connection with a place/location in new brunswick. I may have found that place, but why I felt drawn to it is still a mystery to me. I sat at an intersection right by scott hall and I saw this crack in the ground that reminded me of the one from my poster. I stared and stared at that crack and realized how eventhough it's not large at all, the impact it had upon me was still the same. At this place, there was the intrsection of 2 different roads, 1 being College Ave. and the other was possibly Hamilton. I found myself draw to an intersection mostly because I feel like in my life I'm at a point of intersection, where my past and future are attempting to converge and yet they are still their own streets and my experience remain tied in the middle yes, at the present moment, but as for the past and the future yet to come, I'm not sure they're ever going to be linked, or will they? Maybe this whole concept of time is more linked to my mind and my psychlogical concept of what time represents, because without measuring it wouldn't all time be the same, past present and future? I think this might be so. My instincts are telling me that because I chose to sit down and just take in the sounds, sights, smells, and notice the people and their interactions, and how many of them passed by me, or were far away but still visible to me, because I chose to do all this at this one spot, maybe there is something there for me to work with, even if it's not completely clear to me just yet. These are just some thoughts on my final project, and thinking outloud isreally to help me along in the procss butfeel free to read and comment if you wish.;0)